to remember my livejournal password, then i realised its the same as my old myspace one.
Yesterday I was united with the new laptop, its ever so lovely, quick and now i would not be quicker crawling to town to talk to joanne about the latest happenings or just how much i love those jeans in topshop.
I bought some new clothes yesterday,when i say me i mean my mum but its all the same.
I think what you wear says a lot about you. When I was little my auntie wouldnt let me go to playgroup/nursery/toddlers wearing the same outfit in consecutive visits, and sadly this ocd trait has stayed with me into my severely late teenage years. While at the gym one week kathleen, my gym buddy, mentioned how no one else would go to the gym still looking "indie". To be fair I was wearing my hair in a ponytail with one of those headbands with the three bits, my converse and a zipper while people surrounding me had shorts on and were letting themselves get ridiculously sweaty.
Thats just gross.
Since my last live journal post things have changed.
I have grown to love organ donor by dj shadow, it reminds me that soon I will once again be dancing in abc like a numpty and singing ridiculously out of tune with some orange juice and an added extra in hand.

I have got a conditional into glasgow uni to do teaching, to be honest if i don't get it il be devastated but will deny it cos im just that akward.

I have had one exam. English 15th may 2009 higher. It was okay it was about eco values and planes and that. I wrote my essays on the poem mr bleaney by phillip larkin and A streetcar named desire by tennessee williams, when telling joanne and ross about the mega rape and the nearly rape they looked surprised that they would allow it for exams. I also spelt fluctulate ridiculously wrong so it sounds like a swear word. Score!

I've worked in the jewellers and looked confused from half 9 til half 5 when people ask questions, il sell things no bother just dont ask me things like whats this made of cos i will make something up.

I have also began to grow restless of my surroundings some days but other days I'm happy in my space.

I have began to look forward to friday the 12th of june, or as it will soon be reffered to- laterslangsideexamsyourcantennwasshite day. It will involve high shoes, dancing and reminiscence of my past year at langside college where if i was asked to show it to you on a map i would have no idea. I will miss my music class, and how on the last day we wore masks of our lecturers face. I will miss the weekly trip to loafers to get my tuna sandwich. I will not miss the 25past 8 train or the speed walk to make my other high level train. It went in quicker than expected and I'd quite like to move on to newer and better things prefrebly at Glasgow University with kids calling me miss neary.

My new years resolution was to appreciate people and things more. But with every positive theres is a negative. so....

Things I do appreciate:
the family
john mckinnon
ross mcqueenie
trains being on time
a spare metro on the train
boys being gentlemanly(holding doors etc)
a good buffet
a good party
a good gossip
when its cold but sunny outside
my phone travis videos
my tesco blanket
my friends
rolls and link sausage from college
my new found double jointed ability
good music
when topshop dont let me down
langside college giving me £295.45 a month
my face painting ability
jo's gym face
oh no you diiiiidnnnnnnttt*gangster move* song
kfc snack box's
chicken pakora
the neary cake tradition of two years
johns height
when i get free subways
241's totally skipping craigneuk now
sadly bebo
the fact my blue scarf always smells like lacoste touch of pink and last winter
pizza hut nachos,just nachos in general
cardigans
novelty socks

Things I do NOT appreciate:
The ting tings
the fact the train signallers believe they are hard done by so take a 4 day strike
pizza hut changing its name to pasta hut
the fact that sainsburys chicken wrap does not say with tomato then its so deep in the wrap you can't get it out
the coldness of langside college
the skankiness of the newton 9.10 train
those give blood adverts
the bus stop at motherwell where its all smokey
the fact this songpeople2 thing keeps emailing me
avon phoning me
light rain that gets you soaked actually rain in general
sandwiches with butter on both sides, or flora on both sides
when the toaster burns toast
tropicana with bits
those IDIOTS that throw beer at gigs.actually no point in it.at all.
drunks who think their all mental and can start fights or spill drink on new shoes
squidgy strawberries

I'll probably think of more.
s'all good.

the last time i had a live journal
i was an angst ridden 15 year old, pretty shoddy taste in music and clothes who took things far too seriously but at the same time not serious enough.
now?
now i am an 18 year old who loves a good cardigan and a cup of tea with 3 sugars and half pint of milk please.
and even after years of dance lessons cant dance to save myself,however I am good at twirling.

on friday me and mckinnon were in edinburgh for the festival.after getting lost in the rain walking past that fanny of a woman from mock the week who wants to look manly so people will mabye remember her and a tuna crunch from greggs we found the royal mile. out of seeing 5 street acts we gave two money cos yknow the fudge kitchen comes first. sadly my chunk of fudge is in johns fridge and he is in ibiza for what will be the longest 7 days on earth at ibiza rocks.so no fudge for me.we also saw the paul guy from franz ferdinand and his very pregnant wife type person and jimmy carr.sadly there are no photos so youl just have to take my word for it.

today was my first proper day at langside college. I am mabye in the mid age section of students there which I expected to be the case. Sadly after waking up at 10to 7 to straighten my hair it rained and in result my hair went back to the way it should be.not curly not straight just a bit ffts. It hit me today that I am travelling a long way for these grades of prefrebly two a's and a b as when I was asked where I'm from people replied with, no way isnt that like ages away? my answer? yes yes it is,two trains and a bus some days.But who knows mabye on these journeys I'll get a chance to read something more than look or grazia on a fancy day, enjoy a cup of tea and enjoy my ipod and the variety it has in it, or mabye I'll just try to keep my eyes open on the 8.25 train to glasgow and make sure my head does not nod into a dozing state.